Religion.
Religion = Hope + a whole lot of bullshit stories.
Just my opinion.
January 15, 2010
February 12, 2010
and then she said
cross my heart.
Forever lasts, never.
valentines day reminds me of where you used to be.
February 15, 2010
March 5, 2010
March 14, 2010
“so tell me, would you rather live a monster, or die a hero?”
March 15, 2010
trust.
Forever lasts never.
As i said in my other post, it never lasts. Nothing is forever. The concept of an everlasting..anything… is unheard of. Why bother amusing ourselves to these false feelings of security when the pain it leaves grows by the second.
I cant stand it. I cant stand it at all.
Forever is a lie.
It’s a lie that someone once told me. Or rather, it’s a lie that someone once promised me. And as everything in the world, that lie died…along with the remains of my heart.
I’d rather have a hole where my heart once was, rather then dealing with the bullshit she gives me.
March 22, 2010
March 23, 2010
11:11
The only time of day where I openly wish we were still together.
Loneliness always creeps up from behind… *sigh
March 29, 2010
In life..
You earn what you deserve, yet, you lose what you most love.
April 12, 2010
April 13, 2010
I just woke up and realised, i hate you I miss you
April 25, 2010
“memory is a way of holding onto things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose”
I miss…
the heartbeats i used to count while i rested my head on your chest.
playing with your hands when i was bored.
secretly smelling your hair when we hug.
the way you look at me and smile.
stealing glances at you while we eat.
telling you not to bite your nails.
sharing the same meal together.
drinking the same drink with different straws.
talking to you all night and day and still not be sick of you.
falling asleep while thinking about you and waking up with the same thought.
kissing you when you last suspected it.
buying food and eating it on grass.
giving you my jacket when your cold.
holding your bag for you.
acting like a weirdo so i can see you laugh.
remembering how you smelled while i closed my eyes.
that spot above your hips where i rest my hands when we hug.
…and i miss more but it makes me miss you even more
April 26, 2010
Is it greedy to need love? Or is it needy to want love?
April 30, 2010
wonders.
i wonder. what you wonder. when you wonder. about me.
do you wonder? about my wonders. when i wonder. about you.
he wonders. when he wonders. about my wonders. about him.
but i wonder. about your wonders. when you wonder. about him.
i’ll wonder. when you wonder. when he wonders. about you.
tripped out yet? im not.
